hayleyxdanielle:

I have a self image that is so scrutinizing that I can’t even look at myself anymore… I think that all women are beautiful no matter what they look like and that there little things they would call “flaws” just make the image of them that much more unique… But why is it that when ever I look in the mirror I just can’t seem too see what I want… Other people say your so beautiful or you thin you’ve lost weight!! But why don’t I feel that way!? Why can’t I feel that way?? Why is it that that mirror makes me see so many things that I would say are my disadvantages… The mirror isn’t my worst enemy, I am. I know that you can change you can workout be more active and I did for a while but you get so caught up in having a life it’s impossible… I loom at other girls and ask why k can’t look like that. I think I’m letting my body down but I dont care anymore.. If I don’t see changes soon I’m going to blow over the deep end :/